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Monday, January 14, 2013
每個月的十一號, 都是好日子.  11th of January. Booked my air ticket to ShangHai finally. Not that happy like what I imagine last time. I always thought that I'll be hyper when I get my ticket but sometime reality is different with what we think. No mood at all after settle down the air ticket. They will not understand. Once I confirm the date to China, it's also meant the deadline of us. Five years and it gonna end soon, very soon. Will stay at China for three weeks, how suffer will it be. Don't you know what we meant 看到摸不到? I really have thanks my parents for this. I always blame about this home, I always not satisfied about their decision. I always argue with them, I always make them angry. But they still willing to help me achieve my dream. They never blame me, never scold me. They know that's my dream, so they let me go ahead. I'm not a good daughter, I only care about myself. I only worried about my dream my future my everything. I never care about them, but they gave me everything I want. But how to tell them I love them too? :( Mum told me this last night. " 不管到了那裡結果如何, 見到見不到, 你都要回來好好唸書, 好好生活. " Mum, I know you love me. I love you too. I promise you I will accept whatever ending at there. Even if I can't meet him, I will also back here with no regret. Mum, thanks for your tolerate when I always that stubborn to my China dream.  Jaclynn apply to out from NS due to her teeth lol. She suddenly came my shop and gave me a surprise. I really shocked, and also touching actually. Talk alot with her, until sore throat ahahah. And then send her back to campsite on the next day. Carry her luggage to her dorm and have a look of it. Met Alan Momo, a tuition friend. I tried to imagine if I was the one who selected. No light when I sleep, no pork as dinner. No phone no internet no family no friends. Thanks God, for never select me. Really really. ***** 13th of January. Rui lost his wallet at ShangHai. This is the very first time he look so worried and helpless. He found it back after two hours, from a French. Maybe this is what we called " 好人一生平安 " . It's Sunday today. A day when I can contact with three of my sweetie. Sms with EngHwa and she told me the story inside there. Called my beloved zhuzong in the midnight. I miss her sound, so damn much! Talked for about half hour, not willing to end it but I really tired. She told me she can't bear those life inside. But what can I do for her? Nothing. The only only thing I can do is pray for her. & I promised her I'll follow her family to visit her next Sunday. I miss her and I guess she miss me too. :') Told her my situation now >>> I almost fall. Told her what I think of everyday >>> 24th of March. I miss them, so so so much! :(  ***** 14th of January. Current time >>> 2.18am 14th of January. Just the beginning of 14th actually. But since I'm here then shun bian post it la boo. HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY MEOWYUN!  Do you ever heard this? 第一次見面覺得你很安靜, 熟了就會發現你其實很不正經. You are absolutely this kind of girl! I serious oh ahahah! Your face fooled my when we first met. I thought you was a shy girl when our first met. And then when we started to talk, I realized you are friendly. AND THEN NOW! I realized you are sampat, totally sampat ahah! You like to talk crap with us, do silly things with us. *okay la I admit I myself sampat also* HAHAHAHAHAH! Thanks God for letting us met. You're a good friend, good listener. I always throw so many fei hua to you but you still so good to me. /: *headdown* I've learn many things from you you know? I know you won't believe but that's truth, really. You never angry, you forgive anyone easily. You never blame, you force yourself to do the best everytimes. You seldom ask for help, you do everything on your own. You independent, you mature, you understanding, you honest. YOU ARE REALLY REALLY A GOOD FRIEND. May our friendship forever and I Love You MeowYun! ***** For Rui. Three more months to go my dear. I'll be there soon, and we will end soon.  We shouldn't care about the ending. We should keep this four years as a memory. And lock it in our heart forever and ever. Rui, thanks for existing in my life. Thanks for gave me faith for this four years. Thanks for leading me to a bright future. Thanks, for your love. The invisible love. I MISS YOU.  |
Yap Yee Ling ✝ Little stubborn Taurus ♉ Arrived earth on 19950511. Dare to Dream. Super fans of Badminton. I love Beast */ B2ST too. I believe in miracles. China is my little dreamland.
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