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Friday, May 31, 2013
这一次就算你滚回来 我也不会再为你开门了  恭喜你, 你重获自由了. 从今以后不会再有人每天烦着你 念着你 叮咛着你 不会再有人为你记住所有节日 准时给你送上礼物 不会再有人好奇你最近如何 事业如何 身边有着什么人 不会再有人为你收藏那些所谓埋藏起来的礼物 那晚 我很冷静 我很谈淡定 比起我曾经想象的 我很从容地接受了 我以为我会疯掉 我会很痛 或是我会想死 但我没有 真的 我没有这种念头 只是冷静了片刻以后 眼泪忍不住了 哭过就好了 痛都会好的 我是这么相信的 我把所有这五年来为你收藏的一切都删了 毫无犹豫 比起难过 我更觉得可惜 五年 五年的回忆就这样没了 是你说的 你现在很幸福 那好 如果你真的幸福 那么我放手 我离开 你继续维持你的幸福 我继续寻找我的幸福 梦 终究是一场梦 不管多真 终究必须醒过来 王睿 这五年谢谢你 往后的日子 和她一起幸福下去吧 如果她是你想要的 那么我祝福你 以后的日子 我不会再关注你了 不会再定时提醒你 不会再定时买东西给你 她会代替我爱你 照顾你 守护你 而我 要去寻找那个需要我爱 守护以及包容的人了 终有一天 你会明白我的 .jpg) ***** 遇见你 然后遇见我自己  你知道吗 2013年 我实现了我人生里最大最宏伟的两个愿望 我遇见了完整的中国羽毛球队 完完整整地站在我的面前 我高举五星红旗 高喊中国队加油 我爱中国 我和他们一起分享了刷新世界纪录的苏迪曼杯五连冠喜悦 我和他们站在同一个场所 哼唱了属于我们祖国的歌 我和我最爱的小龙拍照了 我和谌龙面对面地说了 中国队加油 我亲眼见证了 小龙成为世界冠军的一刹那 我看见小龙的眼泪 当最后一分落入咱们中国队手里时 我看见小龙的激动 我多想拍拍他的肩膀告诉他 这么多年你终于等到了 他是个很简朴的小孩 这么多年默默无闻在努力 今天才被发现 中国 是你让我的人生充满不可能 却也充满着可能 中国 谢谢你莅临我的人生 我因你而自豪 五星红旗 我的祖国 我的家 我的归属 世界冠军 我们年尾再见  *****  我上大学了 听起来很威风 但其实算什么啊 什么都不一样了 环境 朋友 而压力不断增加 不断上升 而所谓的朋友 就是为了交朋友而交朋友 你不懂我 我不懂你 既没有共同的话题 没错 那是成熟 成长 不是虚假 不是双面 但我学不会 学不会对着不喜欢的人微笑 那些青春 回不去了吧 那些没有压力的日子 那些尽管玩 尽管闹 不用听课 不用交功课的日子 离远了吧 现在每一天都得想着考试 想着如果不及格会怎么样 每走一步 就要算一步 还要计划着下一步 感觉明天天就要塌下来了 要做好准备把它挺起来 算什么 这些到底为了什么 我才十八岁 为什么要背负这些 有时真的想不通 做这么多为了什么 但没事 大学只不过一个过程 过去了 便是晴天 会好起来的 加油 上帝与我同在 有些事情 必须坚持下去 不管结果如何 Saturday, May 18, 2013 Finally here to update after the long post of China. & I'm glad to announce that I AM OFFICIALLY EIGHTEEN NOW! 11th of May.  Celebrated my birthday with le beloved Super Gang at Boston. See what they wrote for me on the cakeeee! Zhu Xi yay! :'D as you know, I'm afraid of the road from Taman U till Eqiune. So YanHao fetch me there with his " blackout-Ferrari " lol. His driving skill really worse than me, go left go right to siam the lubang. and then still wanna act yeng, use one hand to drive. I'm totally speechless with his driving skill lol lol. I guess he won't read my blog that's why I dare to wrote so HAHAHAHAH! Trust me, it was confirmed to have a reason why I talk bad bout him. My birthday you know? My birthday!!! MY BIRTHDAY AH BOSS! See what he did to me! . . . . . . .  Captured by le JOKER Ilson Yap! My one and only photo on my birthday. So this is his hobby, ruin my days. T.T Went Mines with all of them except wang mao after celebration. and then back to home and take nap. Out again with le crazy church buddies around 11pm. Kena cap the whole cake onto my face so I reject to take photo. So mean what? I don't even have one nice photo of my birthday. I was sad 'bout that but meanwhile I received the letter I wrote for myself in 2010. I WAS SURPRISED! Open it and read it slowly, I've wrote so many things for myself. " 十八岁的自己, 生日快乐. 你过得好吗? 到达中国了吗? 长大了吗? 勇敢了吗? 有好多好多的问题想问问三年后的你. 当年的梦想还在坚持吗? 那么现在实现了吗? ..... 老王他过得好吗? " 梦想实现了, 中国我踏足了. 这是我给自己最好的答案. 而今年我没有要求任何的礼物, 因为我已经得到了最好的. 中国, 三四月在中国度过的那三个星期和发生的一切, 是最好的礼物. 我虽无法遇见你, 无法实现五年前的承诺, 但你的答复已让我满足. 只要你还记得, 记得五年前的我, 我就满足了. 谢谢你王睿, 谢谢你给的一切. 谢谢你的一句谢谢, 谢谢你在这五年带给我的快乐和幸福. ***** 12th of May. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!  My beloved grandma with her five daughters. Still got one daughter was not around because she is not free. From left > my mum, eldest, second, third & forth. My mum is the youngest in the whole family. & I'm the youngest daughter of the youngest daughter of my grandma. -___- This is what my grandma always tell her friends. 我最小的最小. LOL! Gather at grandma's house for mother's day celebration until midnight. and back to home like a dead body because too rush in this two days. I really lack of sleep. T.T ***** 17th of May. Drive to PJ UTAR for the very first time. SOME MORE IN NIGHT! Okay firstly, I'm not scare at all. But the problem is dad sitting beside me. I don't scare of car and highway but I scare of his insight. Trust or not? I've get my license for one year but he still treat me as newbie. He still put his hand at the hand-break there when I'm driving. Halo dad, can you please trust me? I TOLD YOU I CAN HANDLE, MEAN I CAN. If you still don't trust me then you fetch me everyday la, stunned for what!? Sibeh long gas and nagging is your hobby? :< Orientation is on 19th of May, Sunday wtf wtf wtf! & that's also the first day of Sudirman Cup. HOLYMAMA UTAR I FXXX YOU! Seriously seriously don't feel like start study if I got another choice. Okay fine I trust that everything will be fine. Jesus, I trusted You. I knew You will plan everything nicely for me. and then somethings nice that made my day lol. again I acted as a customer and chat with le Enson.  Talked with him for so long, I hope that I didn't waste his time lol. He treat me as friend really, even he knew I'm always fool him. I surely disturb him every time when I saw he is online. and then order his things and cancel it after few hours. He knew my pattern very well, he told me he asked his worker to ignore my order. and he said, one day you will be like the one who shout 狼来了 but no one siao you. It's bad but you see, he still reply my every question. I told him I want 细框's spec and him found me few designs. Sorry lo. I knew I'm childish. T.T I just wish to get your attention. & I wish that one day you can share this with Rui. Maybe tell him " eh I met an insane girl. " or " eh I kena kacau everyday. " and so on. 马洪杰啊, 如果有一天我们遇见 然后你认出了我 我向你坦白了一切 你会生气吗? 你会生气我为了王睿认识你 烦你 闹你吗? 你的老婆会打我 骂我狐狸精吗? LOLHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! 我是多么的渴望 你真的是我的朋友 王睿真的是会陪我走一辈子的人 你选择走 我绝不会挽留 |
Yap Yee Ling ✝ Little stubborn Taurus ♉ Arrived earth on 19950511. Dare to Dream. Super fans of Badminton. I love Beast */ B2ST too. I believe in miracles. China is my little dreamland.
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