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Saturday, March 23, 2013
After All.  Two more days to China finally. So this will be the last post before I fly because firewall blocked Facebook, Twitter, Youtube and also Blogger. I've done prepare everything, listed down all those place he went. Bought the gift I wanna give him, and also prepared some words to tell. but suddenly know that he fly to HK in the afternoon alrd. Not yet know when will he back but I will wait, no matter what. Ohya I've also booked a time to meet Enson at his shop. I wonder what his reaction will be when he meet me. But I hope he won't be too shock or faint? Lol. Honestly, I never dream that I can reach China before 18th. For me it was impossible to meet rui before 18 years old. But now I get the chance to step closer. I not sure whether we can meet or not but at least I try. I suddenly realized that my families love me so much. They gave me a lots, somethings we can't buy with money. Uncle come and talk with me this morning, he ask me to enjoy my three weeks time there, and then come back with a better me, even if my mission fail. HAHAHAHAH! I laughed when I heard he said mission. He knew I've something to do when I reach there, not only to visit my relatives or a travel. Mum knew, aunts uncles knew, but dad don't know. Sometimes I feel very hard to communicate with dad. I don't think we have generation gap because he is not considered as old. But he always can't understand what we, his children trying to say. He scolded me when he knew I'm going to Beijing alone. He scold scold but then he never ask me why I want to go so badly. He never try to listen before he scold. He will only think for his own view, never from others. I feel really hard to talk with him, so sometimes I rather not to talk with. You know, daddy should be a king for his daughter. I love my dad so much, but I always praying hard not to get a husband like him. I didn't say he is a bad daddy, but he's fail in communication. That's true, even mum also admit that. He closed his ears, never listen to others. We can argue many times just for a little thingy. With me, with brother or sometimes with mum. Can You please reopen my dad's ears so that he can understand us? God.  First time leave home and stay outside for such a long period. Start to worry and scare actually. Wish that there have nothing different when I back here. But I promise, I will become a better me. a not stubborn, not over bearing, and stronger me. 一個我即將要在那裡生活三個星期的地方.  Hope that everything will be fine. May God bless everyone, and my families. |
Yap Yee Ling ✝ Little stubborn Taurus ♉ Arrived earth on 19950511. Dare to Dream. Super fans of Badminton. I love Beast */ B2ST too. I believe in miracles. China is my little dreamland.
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