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Thursday, October 31, 2013
偏偏我越抱越紧 偏偏我越爱越贪心 2.jpg) 今天心口又莫名地痛了 而且这一个月提早了很多很多 这是第一次在大学朋友面前提起这个病 心病 我没有在隐瞒 只是觉得没必要到处说 我宁可安静地病死 也不愿全世界同情我 但最后却死不了 今天想说考完试就要好好庆祝的 但依然事与愿违 在考场里发现电话在震动 我就心想 是谁呢 匆匆忙忙考完试 跑了出去看电话 然后天就暗下来了 我很努力去忘记简讯的内容 我逼着自己去忘记 你 我明知道的不可能 却依然厚着脸皮继续 或许明天我就一声不响地离去了 或许明天全世界都找不到我了 或许明天我就真的真的死了心 不爱你了 或许一觉醒来 我们就不再是昨天的我们了 谢谢你一直的关爱 我很珍惜 我很感激 但不属于我的东西我不会要 .jpg) 关于那张五年后的第二次合照 我依然耿耿于怀 Saturday, October 19, 2013 让爱消失的 是胆怯  Semester II's mid - term coming soon. 11 days until the hardest subject Socialization mid-term and 20 days until Management mid-term. I shouldn't waste my time to think of love, the shit of love. I'm stressed. Therefore I start to overthink. I hope he can care more about me talk more to me, text more to me and call me more often. I just really really really really really want you you know? :( I don't care what other said about you I don't care about your lousy past All I want is just be your last girlfriend, until forever. I remember how I used to kacau you everyday call you text you kacau this kacau that and then I suddenly stop everything and wait for you to find me first. YOU DID AT LAST. Your turn to find me first everyday. You will find me whenever you home You will text me whenever you think of me. You will call me whenever you eat KFC. until the day she appear..... She came, and maybe I need to leave. She replaced my place in your heart. Wherever she is, you can't see me. No matter how loud I scream, how high I jump you can't see me anymore. You begins to story her everything and that used to be my job, listen to your daily story. You share her everything, take care of her and you abandon me. 我开始回到以往的生活 漫无目的地在过日子 我不懂我在等什么 或许等某天你回头 发现我还在 只祈求 给我一个理由忘记 曾经那么爱我的你 我努力在忘记你 那个把我伤得遍体鳞伤的无赖 但同时 你却给了我无数的动力 让我前进 这是我身边的人都有目共睹的 你改变了我 改变了这个十八年来都没人能改变的叶怡伶 我是一头牛 固执的牛 但你的温柔 融化了我 .jpg) ***** OKAY FINE EVERYTHING HAS AN ENDING. Just let this love end at here. YAP YEE LING YOUR MID TERM COMING OKAY! Don't waste more time on this shit anymore. Love doesn't worth, he doesn't worth as well. Throw this shit away, focus on your study. Prove him, I can still live better without you.  她若是你想要的幸福 我可以很潇洒地退赛 |
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