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Tuesday, February 2, 2016
since the day I graduated from secondary school step into a new stage of life university life, which people say it will be fun memorable freedom you will have so many new things out there you can drive to any place you want eat whatever you wish to skip class without medical cert so much fun they said and then I have my first job when I was 19 first step into the real society people says you will get a lot of experiences out there so many things to learn and observe so fantastic so amazing and now I am about to reach twenty-one which brother told me, I should have a step closer to the real real society with two-faces friends, fake-ttm colleagues, super evil boss, 没有用就要滚边的现实 get used to these kind of people around, but never being affected by them not to say act innocent or what but I treat everyone in a super simple way I treat you the way you treat me you friend me I friend you whoever smile to me I smile back, guarantee when friends need help 我两肋插刀 deep inside hoping that if it was the other way around somebody will done the same for me back in 2014 when I was nineteen travelling to thailand with mom I helped a grandma to carry her luggage and I almost get caught because there are something illegal in her luggage I was being scolded by dad mom bro and aunty uncle continuously for being too busybody, which nearly get myself into trouble October last year when I was having my part time job as concert ticket checker I helped a customer to keep her ticket which she wants to pass it to her daughter who was late to the concert her daughter was soooo late until we staff have to leave but her ticket is still with me I have no choice to ask those staff with higher post, what should I do now they ask me back, why do you keep other's ticket? " because her mother ask me to do so, the daughter was late and the mother don't want to miss the concert " but what? end up making myself into trouble again because of busybody now the same issue again getting myself into troubles again by helping others I am not philanthropist for sure I am not I am broke as fuck I work so hard for what I want yes you may say that my family gave me whatever I want especially my bro, he bought me almost anything that I request but that doesn't mean I should and I need to help you can you please don't take it as granted can you please sometime I don't know why do I behave like that I fking no idea people always say I am stupid, I am 21 this year but my mindset stopped at 5 they said I always always get myself into trouble by my own stupidity 人家讲什么你就信什么 又一次的多管闲事 很努力想帮你 却偏偏害了自己 but what really matter is whatthefuck have you done in return? those sentences that come out from your mouth today have you ever think of me when you says that? I rather you keep your mouth shut you know you know my temper very well you know I won't keep it in mind you may just keep quite and all things will come to a fullstop without hurting anyone think of it what had I done for you as a friend since the first day I knew you and what are you paying me back with 不求真心换真心 但怎么却挨了背后一刀 不声不响 死在了最信任的人手里 不是因为蠢 而是我选择相信你 相信好心有好报 相信世界还有很多好人 |
Yap Yee Ling ✝ Little stubborn Taurus ♉ Arrived earth on 19950511. Dare to Dream. Super fans of Badminton. I love Beast */ B2ST too. I believe in miracles. China is my little dreamland.
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